read me back and forth

nurse me back to the day when things

didn't feel like they were falling apart.


in that universe, there is never just

one emotion.


there is another universe in which

seasons don't exist at all.

melted together to create something terrifying.

there is a universe in which seasons


mean it, not mean it, just words.

in that universe you can say you love me;


it is always cold.

that universe, we've never met, & will never.

sand dunes

sand dunes don’t make a good start to this poem. especially if i start
writing in prose. then it’s definitely not a good start to a poem. maybe i
can make writing prose about sand dunes poetic. i’d rather write you
verses of flowers, but sometimes all you have is a handful of sand
slipping through your fingers fast. sometimes all you have is a handful
of moments gone before you can write them down.
suddenly this make-belief poem about sand dunes turns into a tale of
how much time is missing, how much sand is choking me, how i am
melting for you, over and over again. falling in quicksand for a girl
who’s never seen the shore.

nymph

when she is around everything is salvation. her fingertips graze the
edges of the universe as if it were a quilt to wrap ourselves into; she
blinks and my tornado mind stops. she is softness and calm and the
deep red of a slow fire. she is mesmerizing in the same way a
waterfall is, gentle as a heartbeat is. perfect as only something vowed
to disappear can be. she is in every movement of the waves, every murmur
of every crater. she is the rhythmic pounding of a lioness’ paw
as she speeds away. she is speeding away. she is fleeting and leaving
beauty in her trail. she is the ghost of something new.

originally published in FIVE:2:ONE #thesideshow (July 2018)

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